Gotta complain somewhere, everybody has blog, is jealous, must create one for the sake of it. I really hate my school. And I'm not as pretty as I should be. Why am I not this Zhang Ziyi-Shu Qi pretty little virgin? And my baby sister's getting prettier than me. Got weird facial things on my face. Hasnul's smarter than me, that urgh of a cyborg. My boobs are staying at a size B, forever, damn it, I should add 5 kilos, must drink some Weightgain. Izuddin doen't fancy me as much as I do him, and he smokes, which is way uncool, the fecking loser, and he probably thinks I've coupled with this finished-school-already idiot which I haven't, no way, but I hate Izzuddin now so it's all good. All the boys and girls think I'm such and antisocial prude but fuck em cos I'm not staying here much longer, think what you want. Which they probably don't so what the hell am I worrying about? I wish people didn't make me their stupid empty promises of coming over here and coming off Messenger when I'm online, the little bastards.I take so much subjects, and everyone thinks I can cope, not helping me, thinks I'm this smartass at English and Maths but I'm getting worse, I haven't studied as much as I should. Tomorrow, going to wedding which I know nobody, but went cos of peer pressure from new best friend, how can I say no? I'm soo gonna regret ever writing this.
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Nazirah is a rabbit! She does pretty tricks for us. So well trained and so eager to please.
