No lectures, dear. If you're not responsible enough to take care of yourself, what with that meaty brain of yours, that's your own business. I was actually just going to say that you shouldn't feel all dirty. If you don't regret it, then it's just another lovely experience to add to the memory banks, a part of growing up. Perfectly natural. =)

Feeling different is normal, but don't feel less pure.
Do things because it's what you want and it'll never be wrong and you'll probably not regret it.
PS. Now's as good a time as any to remind you all not to talk about these things with your friends too loud in public, you wouldn't believe how many times I've had to put my MP3 player on full volume in the lunch line to drown out girls talking about what they did on the weekend.

I have a tendency to wear my mind on my sleeve, I have a history of losing my shirt...

People grow and change. I don't think of you as less pure. You're just changing. The point is, do you control the changes, or is someone else controlling them for you? Know what you want, and know that if you do lose your course, those who do love you won't think less of you for it. I know I don't.

****
I live under a bridge.

Lucky you have an interested male in you're life.

<3,
GL
Studies show that 92% of teens would stop breathing if the Aberzombie & Bitch Company said it wasn't cool. Add this to you're sig if you're part of the 8% that would be laughing your ass off.
"Tragedy is when I cut my finger; Comedy is when you fall into an open sewer and die."
If you value your life, stop talking now.- Rachel the Great's favorite tshirt

Lucky you have an interested male in you're life.

<3,
GL
Studies show that 92% of teens would stop breathing if the Aberzombie & Bitch Company said it wasn't cool. Add this to you're sig if you're part of the 8% that would be laughing your ass off.
"Tragedy is when I cut my finger; Comedy is when you fall into an open sewer and die."
If you value your life, stop talking now.- Rachel the Great's favorite tshirt

(:

<3,
GL
Studies show that 92% of teens would stop breathing if the Aberzombie & Bitch Company said it wasn't cool. Add this to you're sig if you're part of the 8% that would be laughing your ass off.
"Tragedy is when I cut my finger; Comedy is when you fall into an open sewer and die."
If you value your life, stop talking now.- Rachel the Great's favorite tshirt

It was one of those heady summer days. The fore-man said "guilty" and the judge wacked down that hammer I can't remember the name of...
Just kidding. No girl wants to swap my innocence for hers, so it's just sitting in a heap at the bottom of the wardrobe.

I have a tendency to wear my mind on my sleeve, I have a history of losing my shirt...

Thanks guys, you make it seem better. It's just that a lot of my friends would label me wh*re if they found out, but it's not like I do this just because. I love him, and it's worth it.

The people should not be afraid of it's government. The government should be afraid of it's people. -V

That's good, Nichole. =)

Your friends should definitely work on being a bit less judgmental, though. 0.o

I know, my friends are all really against everything sexual, which is odd because usually 16 years olds aren't like that. Maybe they wouldn't react the way I think they would, but I don't say anything just in case.

The people should not be afraid of it's government. The government should be afraid of it's people. -V

Don't worry. It's a perfectly natural part of growing up. =3 All a part of exploring your sexuality and figuring out what you will and will not do. Don't feel dirty. Feel happy because you're forging your way into womanhood. Or something... XDDD

Good luck, and don't feel bad for things you've done! Seriously, you should live life with no regrets. Regrets just tend to bog us down and create unneeded anxiety. You're practically a genius, so I'm sure you'll do just fine. ^.^

Throwing this out there: seems that my teacher is playing Butterfly Boucher (?)'s reduex of David Bowie's "Changes". I love this song. Mmkay, over it, sorry, I've got ADHD moments right now.

.:suzu-chan/killijoy/Joeys Cupcake:.
.:"No time for goodbyes," he said, as he faded away. "It's hard to imagine, but one day you'll end up like me." Then he said, "If you want to stay alive, hold on for your life.":.