MP! You're back!
9.9 I missed you, pretty purple-and-green corner girl.
I missed you, pretty inhabitants of punkland!
*goes around a la Jimmy Stewart in It's a Wonderful Life and gives everything a hug*
Update on me...
I'm still really mentally ill, my first meeting with the therapist my mom set me up with (at a Christian counseling center, believe it or not) is tomorrow, which happens to be Sam's birthday. I made him a card and we're going to have a little celebration on Friday in which I'll treat him to an ear piercing (now that he'll be 18 and doesn't need a parent note) and food and a cute Hot Topic shirt or two. As an early birthday present from God, he met a boyfriend over the weekend. They're already kinda serious, but I don't think that's such a bad thing because Sam has really good instincts about people and this guy seems really really nice. I'm really happy for Sam, although I am a bit jealous (I wanna girlfriend! *pout*) and I'm a little concerned that he'll be paying a little less attention to me, and less willing to be patient about my chronic crying/panicking/generally crippled state of mind. He blew up a little today about it but the following deep talk did us both a lot of good, I think... he's just so tired of putting so much effort into being there for me and watching me get sicker and sicker... hopefully the Christian social worker I'm signed up for will help... I really want to fight this illness.
But enough about that ^-^; I'm the foreign language student of the month of April! Yay for Kat's spanish grammar skills!
Pull down the future with the one you love.
~Television.


