School is coming to a close and exams are coming..
I've only studied for my japanese, but I know I will fail it anyways..
I will probably pass 3 out of 5 courses this year..and I'm on probabtion from the school because of my low grades...
( it just restricts me from how many courses I can take--and I need academic advisor permission to continue for next year)
so I'm in a deep hole...
Today I saw a brochure on teaching abroad..gave it read, and thought to myself, my cousin and I should just go teach overseas in Japan or something. (she's in one of those "I don't know what I want to do, but I want to travel" phases..)
Just forget what were doing here...
and just go...
I hate it when I feel like I have wasted my time, makes me feel dumb...
It's just..I've wasted alot of people's time and money by going to school and failing a course each year..I really want to take a year off or something..
but my parents are the conservative types who believe one should finish what they started..
it's very frustrating...
I am soo spoiled and should be grateful..but I'm soo tired..
I think I"m just out of it because I have an exam tommorrow I'll most likely fail cause I didn't buy the text for the course..and I need atleast a few notes from that to pass half the exam..the other half is theory which i got no probs..
(Film history--if your curious)
that is if anyone reads..ehhe..
doesn't matter..
I just needed to get it out...
lol...OMG.......hehe...
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